Guess I really have to take things slow. If only I can wake myself up and back to reality and face the truth. Because only the truth hurts, and that leaves behind a scar. A scar which can never be removed from anyone's memory. A memory which is locked deep in our heart. A heart which is prone to injuries. An injury of accumulation. An accumulation of pain. A pain of silence.

No key is able to unlock the scar. The only key is to be.. STRONG. A fight with me myself and I.

The feeling when you have everything in the world, and that "everything" just disappears when you close your eyes unoticely. I...... how i wish everything get freezed at that moment. But i know i can't, and no one can either. So what i can only hope now is the arrival of November. So close yet so far..